Tuesday, December 15, 2009


(Found this gem of a picture on my mom's computer. ha. It looks exactly like a picture I have from high school, before prom. Except for a different hair color and boy of course. Classic.)

Hi again.

So it's been a while.

What to write about?


So Travis has been gone for work (in vegas. psh) for almost a week now, it's odd to have your spouse gone for that long (at least for a needy person like me). I find that it has its highs & lows....

Reading the Twlight series............again. Why? I'm not sure. It fills the "travis void" somehow. Cheesy love stories are ALWAYS better late at night & alone. With Travis gone I can read to my hearts content. :) (I know MANY of you are out there rolling your eyes right now. haha)

Coming up to my parents house which is gloriously decked-out in christmas decorations.

Avoiding awkward neighbors. ha. Enough said on this one.


Having to sleep with the christmas tree on in my room because I freak myself out with Travis gone (too much reading about vampires????). This equals no sleep, which equals tired cranky becca most of the time.

Dealing with Bryant ALL DAY LONG. I've come to depend on the 2 hours that Travis spends with Bryant before the little man's bedtime.

Locking my keys in my trunk with all of Bryant's stuff. Having to wait for someone to come and open my car back up...........and charge $65. Travis had the spare key...in Vegas. Kill me now.

Hearing that my sister's husband is doing the 12 days of christmas for her........again. What the?! Travis isn't even here, let alone doing the 12 days of christmas for me. Whatever Natalie, you suck. :)

THERE you have it.

My life has been pretty dull as of late. I'm thinking about buying a plane ticket for somewhere random in the next few months. San Francisco? London? New York? That is if I find money growing on a tree somewhere. haha. It sucks being poor.

Ok The end.

To Travis:
Love you.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

The thing about anxiety....

I am an anxious person.

I worry a lot.

I get fixated sometimes on a particular "worry."

My worry lately is taking Bryant on a 4 hr plane ride to Tennessee for Christmas.

I seriously had a nightmare last night that he screamed the ENTIRE time, then pooped, then slapped the person next to me. I woke up a little depressed.

So I'm asking all of you parents out there if you could give me any tips on how to make the plane ride a little bit easier for us. :)

Thanks to you all! The anxiety in me is starting to blow this way out of proportion so soothing comments will be much appreciated!!!!!!

Oh and Travis claims that he is going to do a "thanksgiving post" today. We'll see if that actually happens :)