sleeping....

Bryant slept from 7:30 pm to 7:30 am 4 times this week! It was amazing not going to lie.

Hopefully he keeps it up! It makes me feel like a normal person again!

I'm sitting here trying to think of anything witty to write about.........unfortunately I'm drawing a blank.

Goals for this week:

Learn how to coupon & then actually use the coupons.

Watch the Dave ramsey dvd & start to break my horrible habit of going out to eat.

Try to talk travis into cutting his hair. :)

(the offer still stands Travis. You know what I'm talking about ha)

Take Bryant back to church. sigh. Guess it's time to suck it up and go.

Look for another place to live. I need SPACE. Tired of apartments.

Find places to wear my red lipstick.

Go Running.

Life...

Becca is here...

Doing this?

I'm here...

Doing this.

Fair? My only consolation...She's got this...

I miss you...See you Friday!

Have fun! Love ya!

M.A.C.........

Today was a rainy day
So we decided.........
Hey Let's Go to the Mall!!! It'll be fun!
After 3 new eyeshadows, 2 shades of lipgloss, and a fierce fiery red lipstick at the m.a.c counter...

Maybe it wasn't such a good idea.

WOW BECCA. WOW.

pucker those lips. Oh yeah.

pictures of the day.....

Happy Bryant....................sometimes :)

cute bum Bryant (ignore my no makeup face. cringe)

GYM...

So it's been a whole 2 weeks since I said I had 15 lbs to lose and I was going to get my butt in gear and go to the gym. Have I gone yet? ummmmmmmm.......... no. I'm pathetic. I just looked at my stomach and wanted to gag. Starting Monday it WILL HAPPEN.

There are so many excuses I give myself..............most of them involving t.v. yikes.

Monday night
Well I can't miss Dancing with the Stars can I? (I don't even really like this show so why am I watching it? I have no idea. Maybe for the sexy french guy? Or maybe to watch Melissa get validation and win something (from "the bachelor").

Then of course, I proceed to watch the new show "Castle." Oh and then it's Bryant's bedtime.

Tuesday
AMERICAN IDOl. yes I have started watching this again. It's glorious. I like Paula's new haircut. Very chic. I have many thoughts and opinions on all the contestants but I'll spare you and stop there. :)

Wednesday
AMERICAN IDOl results show. oh yeah.

Thursday/friday
I'm delirious from a lack of sleep of getting up with bryant all night and staying awake all day. So therefore there is NO WAY I'm getting off my butt and going to the gym. sigh. yes Bryant has decided that there will be no napping during the day. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! I need to take control of that situation.

ON a more serious note. Motherhood is WAY harder than I thought it would be. I don't understand how people get "baby hungry" after they have had one and know how it is. Maybe most babies are happier than bryant? I mean don't get me wrong I love my kid. A LOT!! I just wonder how you go through all this twice? shudder. haha. These are things I ponder..........