So it's been a whole 2 weeks since I said I had 15 lbs to lose and I was going to get my butt in gear and go to the gym. Have I gone yet? ummmmmmmm.......... no. I'm pathetic. I just looked at my stomach and wanted to gag. Starting Monday it WILL HAPPEN.
There are so many excuses I give myself..............most of them involving t.v. yikes.
Well I can't miss Dancing with the Stars can I? (I don't even really like this show so why am I watching it? I have no idea. Maybe for the sexy french guy? Or maybe to watch Melissa get validation and win something (from "the bachelor").
Then of course, I proceed to watch the new show "Castle." Oh and then it's Bryant's bedtime.
AMERICAN IDOl. yes I have started watching this again. It's glorious. I like Paula's new haircut. Very chic. I have many thoughts and opinions on all the contestants but I'll spare you and stop there. :)
AMERICAN IDOl results show. oh yeah.
I'm delirious from a lack of sleep of getting up with bryant all night and staying awake all day. So therefore there is NO WAY I'm getting off my butt and going to the gym. sigh. yes Bryant has decided that there will be no napping during the day. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! I need to take control of that situation.
ON a more serious note. Motherhood is WAY harder than I thought it would be. I don't understand how people get "baby hungry" after they have had one and know how it is. Maybe most babies are happier than bryant? I mean don't get me wrong I love my kid. A LOT!! I just wonder how you go through all this twice? shudder. haha. These are things I ponder..........