blabbering becca.....

I dare you to watch

Secret Millionaire

and not cry.

It gets me every time (or maybe I'm just a freak. who knows?)

I miss volunteering, I used to do it all of the time when I was a student nurse. I need to get back into doing things around the community. I worry about not teaching Bryant the right things or not living a good example. I want him to grow up to be a good, caring, strong, compassionate person who stands up for the things he believes in, but I often wonder if I am "that" kind of person? and what things can I do to teach him that? How do I make him better than I have been? It's a lot of pressure being a parent sometimes. Anyway that probably made no sense. food for thought. I need to go to bed.

Peace..............

Ray Bans..........

Yes I'm always saying this, but if I had a $120 laying around I would buy these new wayfarer sunglasses from Ray Ban (I love both colors, but I think I would go with black). They are adorable on (which is hard to do on my face because it's so round).
Love.
sigh.

"after pictures".....

Before Vs. After















If you can tell which ones are the "before" and which ones are the "after" then you're awesome. Because I sure can't haha.


The "30 day shred" did make me feel better in my own skin though & I think my clothes fit a little better. So there's that I guess :)


Ps. Can you tell I'm channeling my tyra-Fierce-ness on the right?
Yep I tried hard.

Best email ever..................

I just received the best email of my life from my dad, here's what he said:


"I am going to buy you guys an ipad 2 on Friday it will come FedEx, you
have to pick the case you want and let me know.
I am ordering 32gb wifi+3G."

Dad


I am seriously astounded by the generosity of my parents. WOW. We're excited (since the only "apple product" we own is an ipod.) woot woot.

I love Les Miserables

So I saw this on a blog I read and loved it! I love both the book & the musical. Such a great story with beautiful music. It's coming to Utah this Spring but the tickets are ridiculously expensive. sigh. At least I can watch youtube videos of it from the comfort of my couch :)

I will go into the zoo, I want to see it yes I do....

We went to the zoo today and it was so fun (other than it was FREEZING COLD). My mom & dad and Nat & Aaron all showed up to hang out with us too :) Good times.


Yep we're white and pasty.

I love that Bryant is staring up at his granny in this picture. He adores his grandmas.

Bubba!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm kind of feeling like this today....

I'm kind of blue today

My skin is breaking out for no good reason, which always reminds me of my horrible years in junior high (when you desperately want to feel pretty and popular but you utterly fail because your fugly skin and frizzy hair won't cooperate. sigh)

Bryant threw my phone on the ground in a crazy screaming tantrum of rage and it broke into 2 pieces, now it won't turn back on. It had almost 400 pictures and MANY videos of the bry guy that I hadn't downloaded to my computer yet (which are now lost forever). I'm going to be kicking myself for that one for a very long time.
Ps. I still don't have a phone so if you have tried to call or text me SORRY :(

did I mention my skin?

boo hoo hoo

Feel bad for me :)

At least it's friday and I'm taking bryant to the zoo tomorrow. Anyone want to come with us?